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Break my backBreak my back, take joy in my pain
stop your bouncing from my love to another
you either are my friend or you're not
I will not be your second best when
you turn and the rest are gone
do not wander here expecting me to take you back
when one of your others doesn't pick up the slack
I can't help but be kind enough to speak
but do not expect me to be that mat under your feet
I can shut this door at anytime
crack my knuckles is the sound I here
blue eyes just stare
I used to be kind or I could of been
but now that's changed
blood is my blanket
the cries are my rain
this pain inside is what drives me to life
what is this love y
Every Angel Deserves a Child"I can't feel the unfurling of my wings, Daddy."
I was not her father. I had entered her life when she was two years old, and she called me Daddy since she never knew her real father. Her mother's death two years ago made me the sole, living parent of an eleven-year-old, and I never felt like I was the right person for the job.
"What do you mean, Asrin?"
"Mom always said that when puberty started I would be the swan that emerged from the ugly duckling. She said I would be able to fly gracefully towards my dreams. But, I don't feel it."
As much of a woman as she was becoming, she was still a child. I wanted to answer her question, but I really had a hard time discussing her blossoming womanhood in the middle of a laundromat. Her pretty eyes were pleading with me, but I told her we'd talk later.
Janet had told Asrin a lot of things before she succumbed to the cancer. The last week or so of Janet's life were morphine-induced fantasy, I think.
Janet and I had met during c
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